Back on board with 75 kg… after nearly 2
weeks of emotional crap, binging 2 weeks of birthday parties and other parties,
medical exams and my mum’s emotional fits being more and more recurrent… I am
ready for a new start AGAIN…I am fed up of starting all over ….I wish I could
stick to the plan till I reach at least my GW(50Kg).
I resumed smoking…my colleagues gave me
back my cigarettes thinking I won’t be tempted lol…and what else? Yes my
boyfriend went back to India and I miss him like Hell…but I won’t tell him
because we are on cold war right now…
Mr. B (the guy at my office who has a
crush on me…) starts to bug me…apparently he is still hopeful that I might one
day be with him…I say ‘SORRY TO BE RUDE…BUT MAN SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!’. When I realize how much time I wasted
explaining to him that I like him as a friend nothing more can happen between
us etc… BECAUSE I DO NOT LOVE HIM… it drives me crazy…I think am going to stop
talking to him because he is starting to piss me off with his love bullshit…
Ps: my Tattoo and belly piercing has
been postpone to 2nd June…
Hey :) Hope everything went ok.. weddings are the worst - so much food. You and your bf in "cold war" that made me giggle.. Wow your stalker guy just doesnt give up does he? You could always report him..?
ReplyDeleteHope everything goes ok.. I am on a new start too (again - for like the millionth time -Its so shit)
We need to reach our gws!
Good luck
lots of love xx