THE Crush...

God…today one of my best pals in office told me that he loves me… WOAW…I mean I knew he had something for me (his behaviour towards me clearly showed that there was something…) I will call him MR.B .

 So Mr.B is one of my seniors...he sends e-mails daily to practically everyone in IT department and some people he knows in other departments or even outside the company…his daily e-mails are like philosophical mails, talking about life, health, news in the company, birthdays and jokes.  And everyone has been noticing that ever since I joined the company, he started sending more mails about ‘L.O.V.E’ and I sometimes got the feeling that some of his mails are indirectly addressed to me…

Things like…he always brings chocolate early morning and leaves it on my desk before I come, he waits for me when we have a meeting or have to go somewhere, he cares more than a simple friend/colleague, and all this time I was reassuring myself by thinking ..’naaa his just a friend being nice to me!!!’ well for all the die-hard fans of TV series FRIENDS …do you remember when Ross was arguing with Rachel? About men are not nice to you for nothing… when Mr. B told me that he has a thing for me today…I literally thought that my boyfriend would say the same thing to me…. I won’t tell him because I know he is going to say that I should not get close to other men blabla…and I know it was not my fault that guy fell for me….

One thing for sure…IF Mr. B was younger (he is 10 years older than me …hmmm), was from same religion (not that I am great religious being or something…I just find it useless to fight my family to be with someone…and you have the support of no one when you are in a couple), met me before I start dating my current boyfriend (I actually love my boyfriend and will not leave him unless he screws things up between us but I would definitely be happier if my boyfriend was just as caring as Mr. B) and if only I could love him lol, I would definitely be with him right now…too bad, I feel like I am missing a golden opportunity because he is the type of guy who seems to be ‘ALWAYS READY TO DO ANYTHING FOR HIS DEAR LOVE!’.

Now if you all are wondering what was my reaction?? I calmly talked to him and explained to him that it is just not possible…and not because I am with someone else…. It’s just that I do not feel the same way about him the way he feels about me… he told me to think and give it a try…I won’t I know it can never work…I am not attracted to him that way at all…

Ok enough about Mr. B…Sorry I was not posting anything lately, I am so tired these days + I’ve had successful diets and am walking twice every day.  Today I ate nothing solid; I had 2 L of cold water, 3 mugs of coffee (with skimmed milk and no sugar) and will probably drink 1 L more of cold water after I reach home.  Besides walking more daily, I started doing a minimum of 60 crunches (10 reps at a time) and 50-100 jumping jacks.  I used to have sleeping problems before and now I am all knocked out and when I lay on my bed I feel like my poor body has been working 24hr without break…

Since you took some of you precious time to read all the crap I wrote, here is your reward… a good dose of thinspiration.

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XOXO