kamila: Saturday Saturday

Saturday Finally..aaahh…I get to relax…not that I like to stay at home; because of my parents always on my back …wedddinnng …yeah they want me to give approval so that they can look for some guy who ‘according to them would be appropriate for me’ then MARRY…I say ‘ SHUT THE FUCK UP’ this is NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN… I am already in a relationship since 2007 and even if I am currently going through rough patches as a couple, I do not intend to consider another man in my life. + I am really not ready for marriage… I mean look at me … I am 23 years old , and nearly 24 (in august) and I am still fat (75 kg), I am still working as an IT helpdesk officer, I graduated in 2010 and studied in India (I am not Indian, I am from Mauritius) for 3 years and a bit more and as soon as I landed back home I started working till now, my boyfriend is still studying in India and is coming back practically every year and still I don’t get to meet him often because I am not allowed to date (yes my parent thinks dating is for bad girls…well SHUT UP !! am no more a girl, I am a woman). OK enough of my past let us focus on my future… what I plan is to complete my IT courses, drop some kg to feel comfortable in my own skin, take IELTS and TEF exams (yes I speak French also, it is the second official language in my country) and emigration …right now the craze is Australia, but I will never apply there for I have loads of Aussie family, and the same spying-gossiping-controlling thing will start all over again. I need a new country, a fresh start, also I want to complete my masters, I am thinking of Canada. Though I am from a tropical region, I do not think that climate will be an issue because there are no aliens leaving there, they too are human lol so if they can do it so I can too. Ok now I am getting late for my Network course. I’ll leave you with some thinspo photo for your patience in reading all the crap I write.